This heartfelt novel for fans of Jandy Nelson and Adam Silvera follows twins Audrey and Clare
as they grapple with their brother's death and their changing relationships-with each other and
themselves. Audrey's best friend was always her twin Clare. But as they got older they grew
apart and when their brother Adam died Clare blamed Audrey for the accident. Now Audrey's
attending an alternative school where she feels more isolated than ever. Tired of being seen as
different from her neurotypical peers Audrey's determined to switch to the public high school
rebuild her friendship with Clare and atone for Adam's death . . . but she'll need to convince
her parents and her therapist first. Clare knows her sister thinks she's the perfect twin
but Audrey doesn't realize that Clare's popular status is crumbling-she's begun to question old
friendships dress in Adam's clothes and wonder what feelings for a nonbinary classmate
Taylor might mean. As she grapples with not only grief but also her gender fluidity Clare
wonders where she'll belong if she sheds her carefully constructed image and embraces her true
self. Will first crushes new family dynamics and questions of identity prove that Audrey and
Clare have grown too different to understand each other-or that they've needed each other all
along?
