This limited one-time printing of the 10th Anniversary Collector's Edition of Adam Silvera's
New York Times bestseller features a new hardcover design a reversible dust jacket full-color
endpapers and exclusive content. Exclusive content includes: An interview between author
Adam Silvera and the real-life inspiration for Thomas scanned pages from the novel's first
outline with annotations and new book club questions. In his twisty gritty profoundly
moving New York Times bestselling-debut--also called "mandatory reading" and selected as an
Editors' Choice by the New York Times— Adam Silvera brings to life a charged dangerous
near-future summer in the Bronx. In the months after his father's suicide it's been tough for
sixteen-year-old Aaron Soto to find happiness again—but he's still gunning for it. With the
support of his girlfriend Genevieve and his overworked mom he's slowly remembering what that
might feel like. But grief and the smile-shaped scar on his wrist prevent him from forgetting
completely. When Genevieve leaves for a couple of weeks Aaron spends all his time hanging out
with this new guy Thomas. Aaron's crew notices and they're not exactly thrilled. But Aaron
can't deny the happiness Thomas brings or how Thomas makes him feel safe from himself despite
the tensions their friendship is stirring with his girlfriend and friends. Since Aaron can't
stay away from Thomas or turn off his newfound feelings for him he considers turning to the
Leteo Institute's revolutionary memory-alteration procedure to straighten himself out even if
it means forgetting who he truly is. Why does happiness have to be so hard?
